My Love,
People say, were just starting and that it's still all smiles and giddy feelings. Yes, its true that we're just starting out as a couple and its just been 3 months. But know that I've loved you for more than a month, more than the time we've spent as a couple.
You've confused me a couple of times in the past and every time I would I stop myself from thinking that this was ever going somewhere. I would always try to convince myself that I hate you that I don't like you at all, and I'd always recall how bad your temper was at times, and how I would talk back to you every time you would raise your voice at me. But somehow my thoughts would wander off into wondering what would it be like to be someone you love. How would you treat her? Would you be patient with her? But somehow those random thougths made me more curious about you and sometimes I'd find my self thinking about you (eventhough you're always right behind me). You'd fill up most of my thoughts and my stories. And little did I know that I had already fallen in love with you and I can't even try to deny it. But at that time you were still going back and fort trying to pursue her. But, I love you, despite knowing you loved somebody else. I never hid that from anyone. I was never ashamed of showing how much I care for you regardless of what other people might think. All I know is, I don't want to have any regrets. I want to see this through and I'm glad that I did.
Because here we are.
I never dreamed that one day we might actually be a couple. Yes, I never dreamed but I prayed. I prayed hard for you. Not necessarily for you to be mine, but for you to be always okay, to be happy, and to be loved. And I prayed to find someone just like you. But maybe you're really one of a kind and that there's no other like you, since God gave you to me. You are my answered prayer, love. I love you so much, so much more than you think.
Love,
Dianne
