WHAT I WANT.

 

I don’t know, anymore.

Somewhere along the way I lost track of what I really want.

What I really want for myself and no one else.

Now I do feel like, I forgot what it felt like to think for myself and not for others.

I forgot what it felt like to love my self.

I always say that I do things for others since it makes me happy.

But sometimes it’s just what’s comfortable, what I’m used to.

It’s dangerous, this feeling.

Because I’m too focused on everything else aside from myself.

It is so easy to feel nothing, like you’re nothing and sometimes…

It feels like all the answer to your problems is disappearing.

And most of the time that is what I want,

 

TO DISAPPEAR.

 

 

-D’NONYMOUS